Well it has been some time. I have been going nuts with cleaning house and trying to maintain it and feeling bad. I don’t want to feel bad but I just do. I really wish I felt better.
Well I am going to start working on making wipes and diapers. I keep starting and lose motivation. I am setting a deadline and pushing myself to do it . I can’t wait to finally get to be able to help people get cloth diapers and use them. I am wondering how I could help people get a starter set and try it out. Going to have to work on that some more. If anyone wants to help with donating money or diapers or wipes to a great cause contact www.MircleDiapers.org
So Tinker is driving me insane. She keeps wanting to play on the stairs. She has already fell down them once. I am not going to let her do it again. I worry so much about that. She is doing really well health wise. Cloth diapers are working out well for her. I even switched to Cloth Wipes. It is so much easier. I am hoping she will start talking more soon. She is trying pretty hard.
John and I are doing ok. We have our moments but its all good. I am working really hard to keep the house clean and its starting to suck my dry. I have days where I can’t do anything but veg out. I really want to clean but my body says NOPE. I just wish I could take something to make it all better.
School is getting close and I am getting nervous. I know I will be fine but part of me is like ummm WTF am I getting myself into. I just hope I suceed. That is what I am scared of. Being a big fat FAILURE!! Lord I wish I could take a school pill too.
